| Sunday, February 12th, 2006 |
| 9:43 pm |
i was looking at colleges all this weekend.
my future seems so dim.
the college is either really good but doesn't have the major i want
or has the major i want but blow very badly.
i even found one that was like perfect but the only major
it sucked at was computer engineering.
gahhh.
i am never going to be able to do anything with my life.
i kiss my dream of being a disney imagineer goodbye.
i'll never be good enough or amount to anything.
life is pointless.
especially when you're dumb.
bekah |
| Saturday, January 28th, 2006 |
| 2:26 pm |
my solo costume makes me look like a fatty and it rides up my ass.
the belt sucks too
i really don't want to dance tomorrow now
my solo costume is almost shitter than last years
and last years was pretty bad.
my day is ruined because i'm disgustingly pissed off. =[
but you're still cute. Current Mood:  pissed off |
| Monday, January 23rd, 2006 |
| 10:51 am |
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| Sunday, January 22nd, 2006 |
| 8:21 pm |
saturday was awesome.
mall with stomski
erin's sweet 16 ♥
[too many insides to mention]
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i wish i could eat right now but my medication says NO.
sigh
i'm am doing everything in my power to avoid my english paper but i'm running out of ideas.
PRAY FOR SNOW!
♥bekah Current Mood:  working ... not |
| Friday, January 20th, 2006 |
| 7:55 pm |
FIREDRILL.
random fire drill at lunch today because some idiot pulled the alarm. pretty much the sweetest lunch ever because lisa and i quoted the mike myers as the hyper hypo the whole time. and we came to the conclusion that a person could be the ugliest fuck on the face of the earth but if he were wearing a fireman's suit than he would be hot.
just a little insight into what we actually talk about at lunch.
pretend you care.
♥bekah |
| Thursday, January 19th, 2006 |
| 6:37 pm |
my head hurts and i can't go out tonight.
=[ |
| Wednesday, January 18th, 2006 |
| 11:23 am |
i hate how i have nothing to write just because i haven't had school in almost a week
i wish i was more photogenic
♥bekah Current Mood:  cold |
| Tuesday, January 17th, 2006 |
| 8:01 pm |
midterms are over for me
&&
I HAVE NO SCHOOL TOMORROW
♥♥♥
have a nice day. =] Current Mood:  chipper |
| Monday, January 16th, 2006 |
| 10:58 am |
i made it through the night!
=] |
| Friday, January 13th, 2006 |
| 5:58 pm |
so...
midterms suck
and
i think i have meningitis
woohoo! |
| Monday, January 9th, 2006 |
| 4:44 pm |
i fuccen hate my mom.
i hate how i can't find a costume i like
i hate how i still dance even though i can't stand it there and always come home miserable
i wish i had switched to diane kelly's earlier
but it would have been bad cause i would have been the fat girl
I ALWAYS AM |
| Sunday, January 8th, 2006 |
| 10:00 pm |
first bitchy entry of 2006
fuck my straightener.
i'm scrubbing this week
fuck midterms.
i probably won't even study
fuck my weight.
i'll just starve myself
fuck some of my "friends".
i don't need you to be happy
fuck a boy.
you're ugly now anyway
oh and by the way...
1. i can't stand looking at you. the very thought of you just disgusts me. when i said i missed you, i lied. i hate talking to you and i hate it when you touch me.
2. can you just grow up already? stop talking like a little kid. it's not cute. it never was. i'm almost glad we're not friends anymore
3. can't you ever talk shit about anyone ... just once?
4. i can't stand you either. you're not cool and you're a poser. i really want to tell you what i think about you to the point that its bursting. i hate when i have to talk to you.
5. get over yourselves. you're really just a bunch of losers and i can't stand you. just go on and "be cool" since alcohol and sex apparently are.
yeah so those are the people i hate
now you'll never know who they are
and i bet that whoever you think it is
you're probably wrong
but anyways
to the rest of you
and life wouldn't be the same without you
♥ Current Mood: pissed off |
| Tuesday, January 3rd, 2006 |
| 9:07 pm |
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| Monday, January 2nd, 2006 |
| 5:59 pm |
stupid feelings =/
how do you all of a sudden come back into my mind?
it's been almost 2 years now.
i haven't thought about you for a long time and now i just don't know
do you ever miss me ... think of me?
cause i've been thinking of you lately
when your screen name comes up i don't know what to say
you'd probably get the wrong idea
but you're right
its exactly what i have in mind
i miss you.
i suck at life
♥ |
| Sunday, January 1st, 2006 |
| 12:33 am |
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| Tuesday, December 27th, 2005 |
| 10:40 pm |
a prayer
oh dear jesus
please let me find my magenta mardi gras beads
it would make me the happiest person alive
thanks
=]
♥bekah Current Mood:  distressed |
| Monday, December 26th, 2005 |
| 6:39 pm |
damn
i'm really cold and i think i have a brain tumor
thank you for your time
bekah Current Mood: cold |
| 9:20 am |
i actually liked christmas this year. i got the best comforter for my new room and a cell phone. oh yes. then there's the standard clothes, books, and music stuff.
the end
♥ |
| Thursday, December 22nd, 2005 |
| 8:34 pm |
christmas vacation is here.
big fucking woot. Current Mood:  shitty |
| Tuesday, December 20th, 2005 |
| 4:05 pm |
doors
today was pretty much the sweetest day of my life
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it didn't really pick up until F period which was theology. We had a sub again so me, jackie, ethan, eddy, kim, and sam drew all over each other the whole time. i have a straight-edge sign, a penis, and a "sam was here" sign on my right hand. i have actual bananas in pajamas on my left forearm and a portrait of eddy habib on my right forearm. they are fantastic.
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i walked with cassie on my way to gym. i forgot that you had to pull the doors in the hallway and i walked right into it. i was so confused. then i realized that it was just that the pull-thinger was missing from that side of the door. cassie and i were peeing ourselves. in gym we created "battle stance" and shouted "iceman". after gym while we were changing i sneezed in a very odd way and i made the most hilarious noise. jenna almost died. then cassie came over and we told her what happened. she was like "oh, one time i sneezed ... snuzzed ... is that even a word?" at that point i had a pen in my mouth and i started laughing so i spit it out and caught it as it was almost three feet from my face. jenna was on the floor laughing. literally. it was absolutely hilarious. lisa, cassie, jenna, and i were pretty much crying. this gym class is definitely in the top three, that's all i have to say.
♥bekah Current Mood:  happy |
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